Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Paradise on Earth?

(continued from "Holiday! Celebrate!")

Or so it seemed to my SO* and me. But not before an eventful (?) flight. Drumroll please.

My vacation begins as soon as I step out of the airport lounge and into the aircraft. For that very reason, I fought hard and long against SO to convince him to pay a little more in order to fly by Thailand's national airline. I secretly also wanted to collect frequent flyer miles on the Star Alliance network! I looked around the familiar interior of the aircraft and wondered in amazement how much at home I felt even though I absolutely hate flights. As I mentally geared myself for take-off (I hyperventilate until the aircraft reaches its crusing height and the seatbelt sign is switched off) and the plane began to taxi, the GPS map on the cabin TV screen was replaced by a live camera strategically placed on the window of the cockpit. Was this some sort of a practical joke? Why would I want to see what the pilots are seeing as we take off? But it was an option between looking outside the window or at the screen and the view was pretty fascinating. It was a matter of a couple of seconds before I chose to see the runway melt into the nightsky instead of strain my neck to see New Delhi at night (SO was at the window-seat).

Unfortunately, my post-ascent composure was shortlived. Flying over Calcutta has never been pleasant, but what lay ahead this time was the after-effect of Cyclone Nargis. Not much of a story to tell, other than the constant switching on-and-off of the seatbelt sign by the captain and the relentless turbulence that continued until we reached Bangkok. However, for me this was unbearable and I was so terrified that I neither managed to catch some sleep, nor did I watch the in-flight movie. What resulted was grogginess, bleary eyes and a heavy head. I thanked my lucky stars for the good food on the flight. I'm serious. The salad was bearable, but the Masaman Chicken Curry with Rice gave SO a flavour of what lay ahead for the coming week in terms of food. Of course, the real thing was going to knock his socks off!

4 hours later and a very sulky me emerged from the aircraft at Bangkok's Suvarnabhumi airport. SO had slept for most of the flight, waking up in between for a few minutes to hold my hand during turbulence. All sulking was lost at the familiar site of the sprawling airport, its moving walkways and the heavenly duty-free shops. I thanked my stars that we had made the decision of getting a visa from Delhi itself. There was no way of managing visa-on-arrival, immigration, baggage collection (you cannot book baggage through if you don't have a visa on check-in) and check-in for the flight to Krabi in the mere 2 hours between flights. So we strolled around the airport while I mentally ticked off things on my shopping list and urged SO to remember prices for me to compare later.

The flight to Krabi was uneventful and I was thrilled about it, mostly because I could then spend my time fretting about how we were going to get to the hotel from the airport. I was being damn stingy, considering it was the 1st time I was funding my holiday myself. SO, of course, slept. Until we landed at Krabi airport. All exhaustion had disappeared and SO, surprisingly, wasn't sleepy anymore!

*SO = Significant Other

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Choices, Life, Destiny

I'm someone who believes in God on and off. But I do believe in a higher force that keeps this whole world together. Call me old-fashioned, but I find comfort in believing that someone or something knows exactly what is going on in each of our lives. And that same force has a plan for all of us.

A recent event regarding a friend has made me think more about this belief. Ending a chapter of his life, to start a new and exciting one. How was anyone to know that the earlier chapter would be his last? Was it never meant to be? Had he chosen to stay on, would things be different?

Is there more to it than life just pushing us in a certain direction? Perhaps this is a test. A test where you're required to choose at certain points in time. If you make the right choice, all's well. If you choose wrong, there's no telling what might happen. You may be unhappy, ending up regretting the choices you made. Or life may decide not to allow you to make any choices anymore. How many times are we allowed to make the wrong choice? Is it the same for everyone? Have I run out of my allowed number? What will happen the next time I am at a crossroad? Wait! I AM at a crossroad and am trembling as I make my decision. Will this be my last?

All said and done, none of us have any idea about the tapestry that is our lives. A new weave takes place and the pattern changes with every chapter, every decision. I just hope that everyone's tapestry is completed when they leave.

Rest in peace, my dear friend.