I feel like I've arrived at a dead-end. It's felt like this for a long time now. Earlier I'd backed up and tried another route, perhaps a way out. But I'd end up at the wall again. I tried various combinations to escape, but I invariably landed up a the place I was trying to run away from. So I decided to face it. And then I walked right into it. I banged my nose first, and that hurt. So I jumped at it headlong. I rammed into it everyday. Sometimes I wished I'd break it down, and sometimes I wanted to walk through it, like magic. But I think most of the times I wanted to perish while trying to make it through. I'm down to my last ounce of energy and I don't think I can carry on anymore. I have a funny feeling that at a distance is a door. But I can't muster up enough courage to go the distance. This is the end for me.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Is This The End?
I feel like I've arrived at a dead-end. It's felt like this for a long time now. Earlier I'd backed up and tried another route, perhaps a way out. But I'd end up at the wall again. I tried various combinations to escape, but I invariably landed up a the place I was trying to run away from. So I decided to face it. And then I walked right into it. I banged my nose first, and that hurt. So I jumped at it headlong. I rammed into it everyday. Sometimes I wished I'd break it down, and sometimes I wanted to walk through it, like magic. But I think most of the times I wanted to perish while trying to make it through. I'm down to my last ounce of energy and I don't think I can carry on anymore. I have a funny feeling that at a distance is a door. But I can't muster up enough courage to go the distance. This is the end for me.
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hii prerna .. its tough there .. pro'lly more than i can imagine .. but then the feelin tht there is a door at a distance shud cheer u up .. big big names had to take a fall b4 they ack rose to the sky .. forget the bad part coz its a thing of past now ..
keep smiling .. coz then others around u will smile and this way the smile will spread to its fullest rite till ur cheeks :)
sorry for this intrusion :D
will soon meet ya at L
(ur soon 2 b batchmate)
Its our own self that chains us down ..... Its our own self that sets us free....
But know one thing .. either u get to the door .. Or the door will surely get U... 'cause as soon as U hear the voice of SILENCE, it is there no more...
I Will keep chking this space for more...
Congrats for IIM-L.
---Abhijit
abhi_aurora@yahoo.com
that sounds like me when i was in the second year of engineering :P
Well i've got thru (almost) engineering so whatever the reason for your crib i'm sure you can make your way past it too .
ciao
P.S : and ya i'm comin to L too
P.P.S: believe me , i hate tech :|
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