I Feel...

In a span of a few hours I'm back again. I guess this is the only place I can talk (in a certain sense) and not feel like I'm talking to myself. However, lately, I do feel like I'm slipping into some realm of insanity. Like right now, for instance, I feel empty. It's as though someone came and sucked the life out of me. I feel sick now just thinking about the state I'm in. My mind's drawing a complete blank and moving is torturous. I can see my bed from where I'm sitting. I can see the book I've been reading these days too. But it seems like too much effort to get up and go there. I want to read, but I can't. My head hurts and my eyes are burning and swollen up. Crying does seem to have a bad influence on the way you feel. I feel like I'm trapped...